So I'm single again now. It's finally starting to sink in! I'm going on more dates and stuff, only this time I'm not at all serious about it. I just wanna have some fun. I'm over the whole lonelyness thing now, for once, there's gunna be none of this catch-me-on-the-rebound crap.
I'm especially horny lately. The other night we were talking about "would you fuck that one..." I came up with I'd fuck that wall socket if it were big enough. Dunno if that's a good thing, but it's kinda fun to feel a little out of control when there's not really anything there to stop oneself. But it is a typical nerdy situation that I'm well accustomed to, that of wanting sex but not sure how to go about getting it. I don't really have those types of friends. Yet.
Anyway it's time to tell you about my weekend cos I'm on a roll and at work and trying to give my brain a rest from the mind-numbing repetition that is working on the
sm60. About 12 O'clock I was reading a book and suddenly realised I'm missing Friday night. So I called everyone I could think of and the only person out was Sayaka from LaLinga.. So I went to shark bar and ended up meeting up with Hendrik as well. Sayaka and her mates left so me and Hendrik and 6 of his mates went up to 3 monkeys till that closed around 4.
Still in the mood to party of course. Members only at Q-bar which is ok cos I'm kinda sick of that place anyway. We got into Judgement bar which was OK, then some of H's friends left and the place suddenly seemed pretty empty, but across the road from us we could see a big line to get into Gilligan's. One of the women I was talking to in Judgement bar came with us cos her friends wanted to go home& fuck & she still wanted to party. Turned out she had membership @ Gilligans so we skipped the queue.
Things started to get pretty messy for me after about that point. It was probably the worst night for memory loss.. I woke up with stamps on my wrist I can't remember where from. Anyway, the place was jam packed and rounds were going, about 8-9 o'clock I somehow decided I need to get my sunnies and I think some girl came with me for a walk.
I remember her asking "is this your house" as I tried to get the key in the door (I live just down the road from gilligans). Next thing I remember grabbing my sunnies and somehow spilling water all over my bed. Somehow made it back, for maybe 2 more hours then she hooked up with these gay guys who were going to manacle this underground gay bar at taylors square. That was pretty cool, at least it was dark. They need to get curtains at gill's. Only stayed there a few hours, then one of the guys suggested we go to Columbian for a while so we did but I got kicked out cos I must have looked too drunk (I remember feeling fantastic) so we went up to Stonewall instead. It was one of the groups birthday so had another drink and then went to a "party" at his apartment in the city.
This was about 3 oclock and I was getting pretty hectik. So maybe 5 of us in this guys lounge room on the 28th floor of somewhere, drinking plonk and someone pulls out this little sniffer thingy, said it was "K", as the hannible lector K. Man don't ever do that shit, 5 people half lying on couches, unable to move or speak, convinced me of that. I think I passed out around 4 and woke up at 11 and there were a few people asleep so I went home and slept.
T'was a Good Night. The temptation is there to do it all again this weekend.. but I think I'll concentrate on getting a date instead ;-)
Wow, looking back at the photo's from 2 and 3 years ago made me remember what I was like back then, how much I've learned about life and living. I think I was really naive even then at the age of 23-24. I used to believe in "true love" and that other people wouldn't hurt you if you didn't do anything to them and other childish stuff like that. Pah! Stupid country boy. On the other hand, I think I'm different to your normal Sydney-sider in a good way. I don't feel too jaded by the whole thing, just wiser and more equipped to deal. Which is good, I think. Who wants to be a cynical old cunt? Not me that's for sure.
