Where to from here?

The weather is shit. It's pissing down with rain. I've broken up with Anze. Because I realised that it's going to take a *lot* longer than I had expected to save up enough money to be able to get to Japan, and I just don't think I can go through with having a long distance relationship for another 5 months. It's already been 3 and I'm already as miserable as fuck.. but we've been broken up for maybe 3 days now and I'm feeling even worse. Oh well, I guess time heals all wounds and all that. I reckon I've done the right thing though. She must be feeling just as miserable as I am.. She's a cute girl and I don't think she'll have problems finding another boyfriend. I think it's better because otherwise it would mean we were apart for 8-9 months... sucks ass in a major way..

We've got a bunch of new flatmates.. I must admit I haven't been able to give them the full "Welcome to the house, now let's party" thing on account of being down about the Anze situation.

Akane j-girl who's mad as a bag of cats. Loves partying, dancing.. has to work too long/hard though I reckon. Dead sound. Got that "one of the boys" kind of personality, which is fucking great.

Danielle pretty quiet, sports loving German girl. I think she's over here studying media or something. Loves the drink! Last party she was boogying down with the best of 'em..

Debbie excuse me, we have another nutter over here.. and this girl has lungs moite! don't think we're ever going to get any peace and quiet with this one around, and that's pretty much the way I likes it.

Sophia's really cool..
good taste in music from what I've heard so far too :)

I must say there seems to be a rather disturbing amount of girls living at my place at the moment. Not that I don't like girls or anything.. but I think you need a balance. I know it could never happen with these guys, but I don't wanna be sittin around talking about lost loves and shit, I wanna be doing the shit you can only really do with other guys, you know.. the binge drinking.. the bonding.. the dirty language.. theories about just wtf motivates women etc

I talked to Steve before he's up in Townsville working at a carnival (!) and he's given our address to a whole bunch of apparently sound dudes who might be heading down to Sydney. So might have some new flatties if they can pass "the test". (the test is pretty simple: just don't freak anyone out when you come and look at the joint.. the trick is not to be a boring fucker either)

Oh except for some French guys who look like Jesus. That was a mistake. I'll look out for 'em Stevo.