Ups & Downs

Fucking amazing how totally small things can have such a big impact on how one sees the world. I mean, even when you KNOW exactly why something is the way it is, and KNOW that it's not to get so upset about, and even that it's ridiculous to feel bad about something because you have no control over it, you still do anyway!! Maybe it's just me, but do you think it's possible to have total control without becoming just another cynical cunt?

Man, this life, this brain, everything, is an amazing fucking mystery :-)